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Thursday, November 24, 2005

Okay, here I am again !
Its like currently 2330 in singapore now .
But its like, 1726 in Israel only ?!

BAHH. Sorry, pardon me. I've still yet to adapt to life without him.
BLEAHS .

Anyways, on a brighter note! I'm beginning to love my current template more !
Haha! But hmmmm, I will prolly try out making my own template soon.
Soon soon, I hope! Haha.

I'll prolly change the template for OUR blog first. *Beams.

Anyways, I've decided the ultimate gift for my birthday this year !
I want a .. Carousel ! *Nods.

Not the life-sized one. DUH! Its the.. musical kind ! BAHH .
Saw totally gorgeous ones on eBay and yAuctions. *SQUEALS.

YES ! Whoever who gets me that is really gonna make my birthday absolutely fantastic. =D
Cos its like been something I wanted since I was a lil girl.

OHOH ! A musicbox wouldn't be a bad idea too ! Yayness. =)

I'm currently bogged out thinking of what will happen to all my novels, parfums, cosmetics, and those pretty gifts after my room is revamped ! What a horror, I have absolutely no idea where to put them ! HMM.

Maybe I should create space next door to put my novels. That way.. I'll only need a lil dresser or something for my girly stuffs ! Okay. YAY ! =)

BAHH. On a down note, I'm missing him like f**k . Its like really horrible . I can't take it! LOL . Apparently.. neither can my mum. Cause I'm like carrying *Bluiee and his *Gapjacket with me in and out. >.<

Sorry lah! But I really can't help it you know? =|BAHH . The fact that he's not gonna be here for our 19 months is upsetting me ALOT! MANY! MUCH! BAHH. Saddening.

Hmm, guess all that I'm feeling is summed up in this song. =) Shall leave you guys with it. Ta !

The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're comin' back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm callin your name

But I can't take the distance

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm callin your name

I brave fire and I brave rain
To be by your side I'd do anything
I can't take the distance

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That's how much you mean to me

'Cause I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name
I can't take the distance

It's hard to remember
As long as you're away
When I find solace
There's only one way

;elysium.
11:25:00 PM